Titanic

It's a ill embarrassing but yea,

It was my very first time watching TITANIC.

after it had released for more than 10 years.

I was not that interested with the movie in the first place
until Last year when Titanic 3D getting so overwhelming.
It pitched my interested, but I still failed to make it in cinema ( lots of complicated reason
again,
I not wanting to download it and watch alone at home
that's too lonely
and It was 3hours long. No....


Until this sunday, Hubby took the effort to download it and watch with me
so sweet of him right. <3 nbsp="" p="">

I don't feel like crying at all for the first 1.5 hours, when titanic started to sink
I find nothing to cry about, wondering why my friends would cry for it.
hey it just like another action movie, isn't it?

But until the moment,

Jack died............... 

 I was crying like nobody business




Seriously....



" The movie wont make you cry, but the music does" - Quote from one of my schoolmates

Super true. Couldn't agree more.

I used to cover " My life will go on" with piano when I was aged of 10~12
I heard the song, I played the song, I liked the song
But I don't get the meaning

Like how much I got it after watching Titanic
Gosh feel like playing it again with a more advance version
But my piano gone :'(




So besides enjoying the movie,
I started analyzing it on media side ( although I've just learn on basic stuff

Let's talk about the most obvious stereotypes :
1) How rich and poor grouped into on 19th century. ( 1st class seats and 3rd class seats )
2) Rich people are selfish, unknowledgable,
3) Royals will always have short neck, thick lips






what els? hmm...










My final conclusion same goes to majority of people
- Nice Movie -

Hoping for a newer version. - is not easy, but I looking forward. =)

Sibling love?

Siblings, 
they are the one who share your life, built your childhood, guide you all the way forever 
they are the IMPORTANT family, ever since you born.

Do you have siblings? Do you feel the love from them?
I personally have 2 brothers, a elder on and the younger one.
I love both of them, I gave them full respect, 
But I don't feel like getting anything for return. 

Let's not talk about the younger bro,
since he did respect me for some times.
But my elder brother, I swear he's one of the most terrible person I ever seen.

We aren't living in a rich family,
my dad is a government servant, my mum is a babysitter of 3 kids.
both their salaries are not enough to covered up me and my e.b's College fees.
definitely.
even though we had support from PTPTN, but we still need to pay partial of it.

Hence, I'm trying to do freelance to reduce family burden ;
my younger bro also work as a part time waitress to earn some extra pocket money
what about the e.b ?

He is NOW 20.
Besides study, he either stay in front of the computer for entertainment, or he will hang out with friends.
Never work, Never help out for family burden, Never seem bother on family problem
even just pick up/drop any of family members? or ask to buy a packet of salt for my mum?
yet he's the one kept asking money from parents.

He got the most pocket money from parents, and yet he drove family's car with petrol and T&G supply
often spent money on necessary gadgets : computer equipment, phone, DSLR ?

Last time, he always said he had a better result than me , FINE
but no more for now.
and my parents still trying to speak for him so badly.

During my dad birthday, I bought him a powerbank, which he looking for so quite some time
my mum blame me for not getting the BIGGER, BETTER one
just because I bought the cheapest one ( it cost about RM30)

and what my e.b bought?
nothing. Yet he's asking money from my dad.
and he was so proud praising how smart he is.
WTF?


My parents screamed at me saying that dinner cannot be prepared just because I came home late after college
but meanwhile, my e.b was there with his Dota.


Why?
I work, I study well, I helps out housecore, 
I've sacrified so much for the family, 
But why they never be in my shoe? never appreciate? 
I'm so tired after came back from study, struggling for exam 
But why my brother allow to have a nap when he finished class from 8-12pm ; but I still need to continue with babysitting after back from class from 8-4pm ? 

What so great about your Son when he isn't contributing anything?
omg, I really can't take it ANYMORE.


I dowan have such people distracting my life, ruin my day.
This moment onwards,
I've no more e.b.
I just gonna had a YOUNGER BROTHER named Kent =)

THAT'S it. 

Driving Lesson

Is a bit late, but yea, I'm currently doing my driving course
I though I able to complete the whole course within the 1 month sem break
but unfortunately,
I failed to.

I waited 1 week for L license,
another 1 week waiting for driving instructor to contact me
and about 1 week later then I started my very first driving lesson

how many weeks I left ..... >.<
By now,
I had my driving lesson at 6am in the morning,
then afternoon rush to college for class
although my timetable kinda packed,
but luckily I still able to make time out of it.... ( Just scarified with sleeping time

Here I'm sharing my thought and feeling after the lesson :

Auto car is so much relax than manual car, definitely.
okey, this is common sense. But till now only I really get to experienced the toughness
and yet so much road obstacles need to concern on
cars, roadsign, ways, traffic light, motobikes..
I began to salute those who can multitask with mobile phones, reading maps when driving
Hey, I don't even feel like talking.
any soft audio/music brought me super duper distraction
( even the left&right signal sound...  @@

Next,
as a passenger, I always find my parents drove like tortoise ( 80/km)
and the driving process was SO not smooth (my house using manual car),
I often get car sick in long journey...

BUT, now ... as a driver >.<
driving 40/km is like the maximum to me ady
my instructor kept asking me to ascend, but I really scare I went too fast and bangs the car in front. (paiseh
and also, smoothness is not the main problem to me anymore
as long as the car not die in the middle of road.
( okey, mine died a few times... embarrassing @@

So as a conclusion :
Never complaint on your driver anymore. 
No matter how bad the skills is, definitely better than "walking". 
walk? or just shut up and deal with the car sick moment ... 


:P

so who dare to be my next passanger?

To be honest,
I'm not ready to drive (although I'm no more underage
I find the lesson tiring, time consuming .. and also costly
*cry, I'm paying it myself
when I told my instructor I don't feel like driving or I don't even feel like I'm driving (get this right)
He got scare and said he going to get heart attack from me :'( 

What to do? Is a must right.
I rather complete it now, than spending extra cost few years later when it naik harga.

Going to have my last lesson then test.

Wish me all the best. :D

College Sem4

Imma back to college Sem4
woohoo so fast, it's my 2nd year dy.

*I'm STILL young... cough cough


In this semester,
I'm not putting as the same class with majority of classmates
since there are only 11 survivors, including me from Journalism
rest of them either re-taking the subject,
or re-doing all the level 1 subjects
the "REST" including my bestie, Winnie and Ying.  (that's where the sadness

besides,
we are joining seniors and juniors for certain subject
OMG my Jan2012 intake's seniors
you'll hardly imagine how LOUD they are
aside gossip, talk a lot during lesson, but they liked to laugh super duper loud
and you've no idea what so funny about it.

distracting, disgusting.

Gonna be another tough sem,
This time, I not only handling my own academic performance
but also Dance Club and PASS and Driving Test
not forgetting my freelance.

huge challenge accepted.
no where to escape!
见招拆招 bah ;D
Nothing is impossible if I really put in my effort. ( I believed.







Good night.